SSI DENIAL AFTER APPEAL CONSIDERATION

I WENT TO COURT ON A RECONSIDER APPEAL. I WENT IN WITHOUT A LAWYER. I RECEIVED A LETTER LAST WEEK STATING UNFAVORABLE. I ALREADY WAS APPROVED IN 2010. HOWEVER I HAD TO REAPPLY IN 2012, NOW HERE I AM DENIED YET I HAVE READ IN THE BLUE BOOK OF ALL MY DISORDERS AND THE JUDGE EVEN SAID IN THE REPORT CANT WORK AROUND PEOPLE. I AM SO UPSET OVER THE REPORT THAT I AM NOT SLEEPING NOW AT ALL IT JUST DOESNT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME